I've been wanting to vent on line. I do this on face book and work friends give me shit. Plus I can write as much as I want on here. Lots of things going on in my life. Daughter #2 is on her way, I just turned 30, and my father-in-law just died. I am tired. I'm doing my best to be strong I just don't know if it's good enough. I know I never will.
I have a therapist... I saw one regularly years ago, but he was a phd and this guy isn't... I can get irritated at what feels like a lack of professionalism when I'm with him. OMG I'm just spewing this garbage out into the net... bleh